How to Stop Spiraling When Jealousy Takes Over, Ep. 156

Have you ever noticed how jealousy can completely hijack your body?

Your thoughts race. Your chest tightens, You start looking for signs something is wrong.

And suddenly you’re spiraling before your logical brain can even catch up.

In this episode of Nope! We’re Not Monogamous, we’re talking about emotional intelligence, nervous system regulation, and what to actually do when jealousy takes over.

We get into:

→ why jealousy feels so physically intense

→ the difference between valid feelings and accurate conclusions

→ how to stop treating every fear like a fact

→ mindfulness without bypassing your emotions

→ building emotional resilience instead of emotional suppression

Because emotional regulation isn’t about becoming emotionless.

It’s about learning how to stay connected to yourself while you’re feeling something hard.

If you’ve ever thought:

“Why can’t I calm down?”

“Why do I still spiral?”

“Why does this feel so intense?”

This episode is for you. 💜

💜 Learn more about Beyond Jealousy: www.elleciapaine.com/jealousy

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Transcript

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If you've ever felt jealous, you might notice how it can completely hijack your body. Like suddenly your chest is tight, your thoughts are racing, you're checking your phone and rereading messages, you're checking timestamps, you're imagining worst case scenarios, trying to figure out what's wrong. And meanwhile, your partner might not even know that anything happened, right? Like, like jealousy can feel so immediate that your body reacts before your logical brain even catches up. And one of the biggest mistakes that people make is thinking that emotional regulation means don't feel this. Like if you were really healed and evolved and secure and emotionally intelligent, you just wouldn't get triggered anymore. But emotional regulation is not becoming emotionless and removing your emotions. It's learning how to stay connected to yourself while you're feeling something really hard. And so today we're gonna talk about how to do that. Cool? Uh, welcome back to "Nope, We're Not Monogamous." I'm Ellecia Paine. I'm your non-monogamous relationship coach, and I wanna talk to you about emotional intelligence, nervous system regulation, and what to actually do when jealousy sends you into a spiral. Understanding jealousy intellectually is one thing, but knowing how to stay grounded when your body is feeling really activated is a completely different skill set. And it's one that, that a lot of people were never taught, never given practice at. So if you've ever felt consumed by jealousy or overwhelmed by your emotions or frustrated that you, quote-unquote, know better but you're still spiraling anyways, then listen on, okay? Uh, one of the biggest things that I wish more people actually understood is that your body is not trying to ruin your relationship or ruin your life, right? Your nervous system is just trying to protect. And the tricky part of that is your nervous system reacts faster than your conscious mind does. It's designed that way. It's designed to keep you alive, okay? So sometimes jealousy shows up and starts making things happen before you've even fully processed what's going on. Your chest gets tight, your stomach drops, your thoughts speed up, your heart's racing. You feel this sense of urgency, like you need to fix something, you need to control something, you need to hurry up and get reassurance. And once that spiral starts, the stories can come in really fast. Like I know for me, I've had moments where my brain immediately jumped to like, "Oh my God, they like that person more than me," or, "They're gonna realize that I'm too much or not enough," or, "They're more attractive, more interesting, more fun, more sexually exciting," right? Just all of these stories. Uh, or, or like, "What if I become less important now? What if I get replaced?" And the wild thing is that sometimes these stories feel so true in the moment. Like your brain suddenly becomes a lawyer building this entire case around your fear. Like, it's convinced, okay? And it's trying to convince you. So you start collecting evidence. You're, you're like reading into a change in tone or hyper-analyzing messages, rereading them, looking for the signs. Meanwhile, your nervous system is fully activated and, and... But feeling, feeling activated is not the same thing as actually being unsafe, right? And that difference is really important because when we're activated, the brain loves certainty. It wants to know. It wants to explain the discomfort as quickly as possible. So it grabs onto stories. It starts filling in the blanks. But a lot of times those stories are rooted in fear, old wounds, comparison, your attachment triggers, or like past experiences and, and not necessarily in the objective truth and what is true right now. And learning how to recognize, like I'm, I'm activated right now instead of like, "This fear must automatically be true," that can change your relationship with jealousy, how you show up when jealousy is in the way, right? Because like your nervous system and your body is not the enemy. It's trying to tell you something is important. Something needs care. And I think that a lot of people hear the words emotional intelligence or the phrase emotional intelligence and imagine that like some perfectly calm person, like this calm person who never gets triggered, who is so easy, who doesn't feel jealousy, who doesn't get insecure, um, like they just float through non-monogamy in a constant state of enlightened peace, right? Uh, and that's just not real, okay? That's not what emotional intelligence is. It's not being perfect. It's having awareness. It's being able to notice what's happening inside you without immediately becoming the emotion or res- or reacting out of that emotion. Like it's so important to know that your feelings are valid. They really are. They're real. But valid does not automatically mean accurate, right? And I know a lot of people don't like hearing that one because while your emotions deserve compassion, they deserve attention, but they're not always rational. Sometimes your feelings are responding to, you know, all the things I said before, your old wounds, your past experiences, fear, projection, lack of sleep, comparison spirals, or just a nervous system that's already overwhelmed, right? Maybe you're sick. Maybe you're, uh, stressed from work. Maybe, uh, th- you've got like all of these different things compounding. Life changes, lack of sleep, hunger, uh, you know, all... You gotta treat yourself like a toddler. Sometimes a toddler is throwing a fit because they need something- Like a really easy solution, and we kinda do the same thing, okay? And that doesn't mean, like, that doesn't mean your feelings aren't real or they're fake or they don't matter, right? It's just feelings are the, are information. They're data for you to use. They're not an automatic truth. They're just emotions. And feeling jealousy doesn't, doesn't mean that your relationship is failing or something is going bad. Feeling anxious doesn't automatically mean your partner did something wrong. Feeling afraid doesn't automatically mean that you're unsafe. And emotional intelligence is learning to hold both things at once, right? Like, this feeling, this emotion I'm experiencing is real, and I might not have the full picture right now. I might not be in a rational state. That's emotional maturity, okay? So we're not suppressing our emotions. You're not bypassing your emotions, but you're learning how to feel them without giving them the steering wheel to your life. You're learning how to feel them and, and be in them. Sometimes we have to get comfortable being uncomfortable, all right? Sometimes you just have to sit with the feelings. You don't have to get into action about them, actually. Okay, let's talk about mindfulness for a second. Um, and I know sometimes when people hear the word mindfulness, they immediately picture somebody telling them, "Just breathe. Maybe go do yoga. Just meditate," while their entire nervous system is on fire, and that's not what I'm talking about here, okay? Those, those things have their place, but mindfulness isn't just pretending that everything feels okay. It's not forcing yourself to calm down. It's not gaslighting yourself out of your feelings. Don't do that. When I say mindfulness, I mean staying present long enough to understand what's actually happening. So instead of immediately reacting or shutting down or building this, like, catastrophic future in your head, it's slowing down enough to notice, "My chest feels really tight. My stomach dropped. I feel panicky. I feel a sense of urgency. I feel afraid," right? Without turning those sensations into facts, without attaching a story to them. Like, that's the practice. That's the thing. That's mindfulness. So not, not like, "I feel anxious, that means something bad is happening," but just, "I notice a feeling of anxiety." That actually makes a huge difference, and sometimes the most emotionally intelligent thing you can do is pause before reacting, before you send the text, before you make assumptions, before you start demanding reassurance, before you spiral deeper into the story that your brain has created to validate what you're feeling, right? Because when we slow down, we actually create some space. And space gives you access to choice. It allows y- it empowers you. It gives you the opportunity to choose what you're gonna say, how you're gonna behave, how you're gonna react. And you don't have to believe everything that you think. All right? Uh, that's, that's kind of a game changer because when, when jealousy hits, when it gets activated, the brain starts telling a story really fast, right?"My, my partner likes them more than me. I'm being replaced. They're gonna leave. Everything is terrible. I'm not enough." All, all the stories, right? And then those thoughts get paired with your nervous system activation, and then they feel really true. But thoughts are not facts, and one of the most powerful things that you can do is learn how to question the story, question the thoughts you're having, without shaming yourself for having it. So, for example, instead of thinking like, "My partner likes them more than me," maybe you reframe that. Maybe it's, "My partner can care about someone else and still deeply care about me." Or instead of, "I'm gonna be abandoned," maybe you reframe it to like, "I feel really afraid right now." Because "I feel afraid" is true, and it leaves room for curiosity."I'm being abandoned" turns this sense of fear into certainty and, like, self-fulfilling prophecy, right? And a lot of emotional healing is learning how to separate what you feel from the meaning that your brain immediately assigns to it. And honestly, a huge part of healing jealousy is about building emotional resilience, okay? It's not about being numb or being unbothered or being cool. It's not like being the coolest person in the room who never needs anything, not being the easiest person, but learning that, that you can survive hard feelings without losing yourself. That's resilience. And, and I often think about how a lot... emotional resilience is actually really similar to, like, how we learn physical sensations as kids, right? Like when you were really little and you didn't know what nausea feels like yet. You're just like, you're like, "I have a tummy ache." And then all of a sudden, you're throwing up."Where, where did this come from? Why am I suddenly puking?" Like, you did not yet recognize the cues. You didn't register like,"Oh, this feeling in my tummy means I'm gonna vomit," right? But as you grow up, your body learns. As you experience things, you go, "Oh, I know what this feeling is. Still sucks, but I know what it is, and I know that, like, instead of just puking all over myself or on Mom, I'm gonna go to the bathroom and puke in the toilet," or grab a whatever, right? Let's... I won't go deeper into that. Right? But like, kinda the same thing. You, you have the experience and you learn what it feels like, and after a couple times you're like,"Hmm, I know what this is." Right? You recognize the sensations before the full experience takes over. And, and emotions work really similarly, right? Especially emotions like jealousy. At first, jealousy can feel like, like really overwhelming because you don't yet recognize the early signals. You don't notice it until it's, like, taken over. You just know, like, I'm spiraling and everything feels really bad. But emotional resilience is learning your emotional cues earlier, like starting to recognize like, ooh, my chest is getting tight. Oh, I'm starting to compare myself. My abandonment wound is getting activated, or like my nervous system is m- is moving into panic. Like, those little awarenesses start to change things, 'cause once you recognize the feeling earlier, you have more choice in how you respond. You can slow down, you can breathe, you can start to regulate yourself, you can look for support, you can reality check the story. You can start to take care of yourself before the spiral fully takes over, before your nervous system has decided you're not just jealous, but a lion is about to kill you, right? And that is how you build resilience. It's not never feeling jealous, but it's learning how jealousy feels in your body well enough that you can stay connected to yourself inside of it, and then it actually goes a lot faster, right? But, uh, but like really it takes practice because emotional resi- emotional resilience gets built in these little moments, in these little experiences every time you pause instead of react, every time you stay present instead of, like, abandoning yourself, every time you take a deep breath instead of feeding the panic story, every time you survive a hard feeling without collapsing into shame, that's the work. And then over time, your nervous system starts to learn like,"Oh, I've felt this before. I can handle this. This feeling is intense, but it's survivable. It doesn't equal death." Right? So getting comfortable with being uncomfortable is part of how real emotional security starts to grow. So the next time that jealousy pops its little head up, here's something simple I want you to try. I want you to pause and notice what's happening in your body. Name the sensations, all of them, right? Oh, I'm feeling... My heart is pounding. My cheeks are flushed. My hands are cold. Whatever is happening, right? Name them out loud, and then separate the feelings from the facts. Like, what do I know to be absolutely true in this moment? Would, would everybody agree this is 100% a fact? Or am I filling in the blanks? Am I taking my feelings and assigning some meanings to them? And also ask yourself, like, what inside of me needs care right now? Not punishing yourself, not shaming yourself. What inside of you needs care? Not what do you need your partner to do, but what do you need? Okay? What do you need for yourself? What can you do for yourself? Because the goal isn't to never feel jealousy again. You're gonna feel it again. It's fine, right? But the goal is to stop losing yourself inside of it, to stop doing things that you don't wanna be doing. And this is the kinda work that we're doing inside Beyond Jealousy, because ins- insight is really powerful. But, you know, like you can read the books, listen to the podcasts, you can go, "Oh, I know why I do this," and yet the same thing keeps happening, right? So the actual transformation happens when you learn how to regulate your nervous system, when you learn how to stop spiraling and, like, soothe yourself, how to build emotional resilience, how to communicate clearly about what you need, what your boundaries are, how to feel secure without abandoning yourself, right? That's where you get the freedom that I assume you're doing non-monogamy for, right? It's not becoming someone who never feels hard things, but it's becoming someone who knows how to meet those feelings, how to sit with those feelings differently. So if any of this hits home for you, uh, the link for Beyond Jealousy is in the show notes, or you can go to elleciapaine.com/jealousy. And as always, take what resonates and leave the rest. Not all of this applies to everyone. Your healing gets to be personal. Your relationships get to be unique. Like, your path is yours. Do it your way. But if this episode, like, helped you feel, like, seen or understood, I, I... You know, subscribe, leave a review, leave a comment, share it with someone who needs to hear it. Let more people know, okay? Thank you so much for being here. Bye. My abandonm- ab- ab- um, my abandonment womb. Wow. My abandonment wound is getting activated.